Why does it hurt to find out what a friend, a best friend really does feel about you? It’s because we thought they loved us just as we loved them even with their bad aspects. But I guess in my friends eyes I’m the bad guy and I need to stop hurting her. She says that I say bad things to her just to hurt her. I quite don’t remember doing and wanting that. I don’t know maybe at some past I said something that hurt her and I didn’t realize but today right after school, she started telling me what she really feels. And it hurts me, that through everything we’ve been through she doesn’t trust me or she didn’t tell me. She has been thinking bad horrible things about me ALL this time and what? She’s been fake to me? Because the way I see it, she has been hiding very… Hurtful things about me, and it really makes me think that even though she feels that way she still acted like nothing. Made me feel so happy about our friendship but at the end she’s thinking bad stuff about me. I know I’m no the victim here but it ain’t only her either. It makes me feel guilty, now that I know what she really feels, since she says that I’m hurting her by everything I do.